maya

i'm everyone, everywhere, with you, without you, unbound, set free, in limbo, lost at sea

post-goodnight existentialism

i'm in a different place now than i used to be before and it makes me wonder how different i'll be next year. and the year after. i'm drifting away from everything and everybody that i thought were the constants in my life and i just don't…

i miss...

"is it weird that we only miss things when they're gone, or is that inherent in the meaning of the word?" - bryan lee o'malley, lost at sea ...rollercoasterssanta monica2nd floor lunchmay 20th, 2016agroreosautrusel gato gordomeowaneseiskuw…

practice makes perfect

Piles upon piles of stapled booklets, the highlighted print read so many times he swears that they’re burned onto the inside of his eyelids. for it’s his responsibility to shape his voice, his character, until the puzzle piece fits perfect…

family

i didn't expect that spending 6 days away from my family would make me grow a fonder appreciation for them. in fact, i viewed the trip as a getaway from just that. an escape from those i share a home with. however, as soon as i felt the du…

continuation

adding onto poems written years ago, branching out, resolving Ithe scent lingers from your coatsundownsilhouette mountainsa voice like misty moonlightsneaking in through the cloudswhisperingand i sigh.it's not that cold tonight, is it? IIt…

i miss you

...like a ghost misses tangibility, how it can only watch hopelessly as skin brushes against skin, fingers trace patterns on arms and backs, looks down at its own translucent wispy form and can think of just one word: incomplete. ...like a…

resolved

365

have you ever made a new year's resolution that you kept? no. i have commitment issues lol also, isn't the name kind of funny? new year's "resolution", like you're trying to resolve an issue? to me, posing a resolution for yourself just se…

christmas eve

this is the happiest christmas ive had in a while!! tbh i dont even care about what im getting, or any of that. im just happy that i can spend christmas with all my friends and all that gay shit ❤❤ ill write more later im so tired rn

goals for 2017

- from - Someone once told me that the universe wants to align itself in ways that act in your best interest, based on how you actively express your desires to it. Also, it doesn't understand negatives.What this person meant was if you're …

a field trip

an uncompleted draft about 8th grade band trip - entitled "what i learned at whistler" bumpy and winding roads are extremely nerve-wracking this mask is actually super good at blocking out bad smells (of which i encountered many on the whi…

a letter

to all my forgotten blogs, diaries, and journals alike, i am sorry. there are so many of you, but i am sorry to each and every one. as you know, i have a bit of a commitment problem. okay, maybe more than a bit. but a problem nonetheless. …